As I write this I am drowning in a sea of thoughts that are running through my mind.
I went to the doctor today & he found lumps in my breast, he thinks it might be cancer, so I have to watch it for a while to make sure it doesn't grow. I am scared of what the future brings me.
I feel like no one can help me through this, & its killing me inside. What will it take for someone to just understand I can't take much more of this!
Why is God punishing me! Why? Does anyone know because I don't, This is why I don't believe. I might go to hell for all I done but I don't deserve this!!
I have a family. A child, I am getting married & someone always has to shit on my parade.
& not one person in my life understands what I am thinking right now.
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